WTF!!!!!

I have no clue where this country is going. Sometimes I think it's going to end up better for this crises, sometimes I think we're at the end of what was once a great civilization. I see obama struting cocky along and I'm wondering: are they setting him up for a great fall or has he been given a guarentee that he will be our dictator. If it's the latter, where will I hide? I just want to be free and let others live the same way. Then I read about islam encroaching and wanting to put sharia law down my throat. Another threat to the freedom of women. Will we ever get anywhere. Seems as though every thousand years when we are about to strike even some shit happens and we are back to the stoning age where we are nothing but fuck tools, baby factories, slaves to the almightly penis. God I am so sick of it. I want to be reincarnated to a world where WE are in charge. and men have to do the cooking and cleaning. They have to raise the children we bear. I want to be with warrior women. tribe of lionesses. No more of this shit where men beat women up because of having a bad day. I keep thinking of that story of that women in pakistan where her husband thought she was having an affair so the bastard gouged out her eyes and cut of her nose ears and tongue. what the fuck????????:? or that tribe in africa that thows twins or illegitmate babies in the river because it may be bad luck?? wtf??? and then you see these crack pot anthropoligists who just academically dismiss this fucked up culter as their way of coping with the unknown instead trying to educate these people. what the fuck??????? and don't get me started on genital mutitaltion and honor killing. what the fuck????? Goddess is this the only life I'm going to have??? This world is fucked up. America is the only island left where there are pockets of people whith any respect for life. and this country could be destroyed???? What the fuck?????

Mom helps out again

I had to sell what little jewelry I had from my mom. Her big gold chain and her gold bracelet. I also sold a ring I bought a thousand years ago. I needed the money to pay bills. There is one piece of jewelry I vow never to sell unless I am totally desperate. Its broken because they had to cut it off her finger when she had the stroke and her hand swelled. It's a ring with three diamonds in it where each stone represented each of us. She never took it off. never. That ring was my mom. She was very proud of that ring. If i have to sell it, shoot me cause that will mean that I am really scraping the bottom of the barrell.